ANTICIPATION

ANXIETY RISES AND I’M FEELING LIKE A TEENAGER ABOUT TO OVERCOME THOSE FIRST TIME JITTERS. ALTHOUGH I FEAR THE UNKNOWN I KNOW THAT I MUST PUSH THROUGH TO WHERE FEAR BECOMES PASSION AND WHERE THE EXPERIENCE WILL LEAD ME TO THE PLACE WE ALL MUST FIND. BUT RIGHT NOW I’M SQUIRMING ALL OVER AND MY BODY SEEMS TO BE SHAKING LIKE IT’S A COLD WINTER’S DAY. I’VE NEVER FELT THIS NERVOUS BUT I KNOW DEEP DOWN THAT IT’S THE RIGHT THING TO DO. SO HERE I STAND BEFORE YOU STRIPPED OF ALL MY INHIBITIONS AND SECRETS. I HAVE TO TELL MYSELF I KNOW I HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR BUT I’M JUST WAITING IN ANTICIPATION.

MDF 7/25/08

THIS IS ALL YOU GET

THE REASON YOU DON’T SEE ANYTHING WHEN YOU COME TO MY SITE IS BECAUSE MY SITE IS PRIVATE. THE PEOPLE IN MY FRIENDS LIST AREN’T VISIBLE BECAUSE I DON’T WANT GUYS COMING OVER AND STARTING DRAMA. MY FRIENDS ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME AND ALL WERE SELECTED BASED ON THEIR TALENTS, INTERESTS, ARTS, BLOGS, AND HUMOR. THIS SITE CONTAINS MY POETRY, PROSE, PHILOSOPHY, GRAPHIC ARTS, ANIMATIONS, AND MY PHOTOGRAPHIC WORK. TO ANYONE WHO ISN'T ON MY FRIENDS LIST I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT UNLESS YOU BLOG, COMMENT ON BLOGS, HAVE TALENTS AND INTERESTS MATCHING MINE, OR OFFER REAL FRIENDSHIP…I’M SORRY BUT I WILL NOT ADD YOU. IT’S NOT PERSONAL AS MANY OF MY FRIENDS HAVE SUBSCRIBED TO ME THROUGH MY PREVIOUS WEB SITES. IN CLOSING I WILL SAY HAVE A GREAT DAY.